I tend to form attachments to places and people, which makes it difficult to make changes, even when they're in my best interests. I went through a lot of angst before deciding to move back here. Should I have to move, I expect to feel similarly.
I'm back in the regular routine of job searching and piano practice now. I still have a ways to go before being caught up in LJ.
(Having written this entry, I feel a bit better.)